I continue to feel really low. The body pains had gotten really bad, I have trouble waking, doing stairs, standing up or sitting down, etc.
My pdoc says she might increase Lamictal next week, it depends on my LFT result.
Therapy is going well. I think we uncovered the big question that drives all of this mental unwellness I'm having. It's a big question, equivalent to the"what's the meaning of life" type of question.
I think it'll take a while to find the answer but I know part of the answer is that I have to change my living circumstances. It's really dragging me down.
But that'll have an impact on my kids, so I'm hesitant to do what I have to do (it's divorce).
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* Dx: Bipolar II (finally, after years at Bipolar NOS)
* Rx: minimal dose of Lamictal
My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016.
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