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Old Feb 08, 2025, 03:44 PM
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Always in This Twilight
 
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Originally Posted by Lostislost View Post
My worst hangovers happen after the best or most useful sessions I think. Recently I had a session where the words were almost too painful to say out loud. Even for myself. But I managed and said them out loud in session. Then I felt some kind of guilt or shame (even though my T was extremely kind and loving towards me about it all which I really appreciate) and now I’ve spent the week in all kinds of pain. I haven’t SH. I bought origami paper and started making that for the first time, and tried to be really present in the moment and just notice how I’m feeling. It’s difficult though.

Yes, this often happens to me after a really intense session, where a lot comes out that I've been holding in for whatever reason. Though sometimes that happens, and I leave feeling lighter. It depends.

I really like the origami idea. I need to find ways to be more present and mindful. Our daughter got an origami book and paper for Christmas because she enjoyed it at school, but I don't think she's touched it. Maybe I'll pick it up and try.
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