I’m really trying to push myself into the shower. I really need one. I should’ve done it yesterday. Today I got up then when back to bed. I don’t know why I do that, once I’m up I can’t get back to sleep. But it was nice laying under the covers, nice and warm. It’s only 68 in here today. Today is my day off only two things to accomplish, a shower and my meds into their box. It’s 3pm and I haven’t even had breakfast yet. Did have my chai. I’m really low. Books to be read, mail to be put away, coats to be hung. Blah., bah humbug.