I’m not ready for her leave! I’m scared of the pain I’m going to suffer. She says it will be like the first half of her last leave. I still am not sure what that actually means. My dog almost died. We were texting constantly. That was an emergency. How does that even translate into this leave?

She told me she’s not seeing most her clients into March. 1. She isn’t supposed to mention her clients. And 2. Am I supposed to do something or feel something? Forcing me to be grateful? It just didn’t sit right with me.

I’m suffering so much. So many emotions. The whole array. 8 more sessions.