I’m sorry you’re struggling, Lost. I totally get it. I’ve reflected my emotions onto something or someone else other than the original source.

I don’t know if you’re into art at all, Lost. But I recently discovered Zentangle. I haven’t tried to do it yet. I am waiting for L’s leave to give me something to do. I’m also not going to follow the steps. I’m more of a copy artist. But many seem easy and it looks cool. Maybe you do something like that?