I'm sorry to hear this, Tinna. I was abused too.
Hey I don't know the feeling about being sexually abused by by own father... It must've been hell. ;[

I hope PC can help you in a way. We're here. Try focusing on positive things.. it's hard. But you have to do it for your own sake.

Try talking to your mother too when she's sober.

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