...i'm under a great deal of pressure while i deal with the difficult process of recovering from being a victim of a hate crime of discrimination on the basis of perceived disability on January 12, 2025. All the pressure is having unpredictable effects. My sleep-deprivation is intense, and i am too scared to go out in public.

I'm sharing this by way of explanation, and not excuse, because there is no excuse for the way i behaved today. I ask for your tolerance, understanding, and forgiveness.

I have asked that my account be suspended for a few weeks to cut-off my access to the forum, and prevent any repeat of the misbehavior today.

It's not right that i am pursuing my quest for justice regarding this hate crime on behalf of the neurodivergent people who might not have my education, or experience, or legal resources -- all the while i am being ignorant to the very people whose lives i seek to improve.

I'm just not making sense now, so it is best that i be gone for a while. I have my sweet dog for company, my comfortable private home, my new cooking hobby, and i have ordered all the hardware for taking up computer gaming as an outlet for my anger.

Hopefully, i will return a pleasant, co-opertive JaneOnceMore, with a measure of justice, if i can make this charge of hate crime stick. The wheels of justice turn slowly, tho, and i am just in a holding pattern, while the police process my incident of hate crime.

I don't wait well.