I've abandoned the temporary suspension i was going to enact last night. I need the support here. While i realize i have to earn back your good-will, i am encouraged that @Blueberrybook has been wonderful to me, writing me several supportive posts already, and forgiven me. My hope is that the rest of you will follow her lead, but i know i was pretty nasty, and specific last night, so if you need time to heal, i completely understand.