For what it's worth -- I think that's a good idea to stay on the forum. We sometimes lash out and afterwards are first instinct is to isolate and chastize ourselves. You're not doing yourself, and no on else, any favors by denying yourself social support. We all struggle and most of us have been seen in some of our worst moments posted on the forum. You're with people who can understand.


I don't normally chime in on things like this -- but I did just want to say that. Have a little compassion for yourself. You are going through something rough, and it's natural to have erratic behavior. You've apologized, sincerely -- and you're understood. Give yourself a a little break. Hugs