It is noon and I have yet to shower. My stupid Non-P PANDAS or OCD or whatever it is (Idk, my CM called it "[my] OCD thing" yesterday) is the thing ruling today. I practically ran out of the building getting my meds this morning. I did do this same ridiculous thing back in high school though and it sucked but I thought the thing meant I was meant to be some big math professor. No. Just someone who had to rotate the space heater so she can sit down at the mental health center without sitting on the midangle bisector of it and therefore thinking she irreparably fkked shyt up.

I feel gross but I don't want to get naked and cold and wet and then cold again. Maybe I'll spend half an hour making a 2 hour playlist for a 7 minute shower.