I got my PlayStation 5 today and it seems promising. The little character did all these fun dance moves according to which key i pressed on the controller. It was charming. So i feel some hope for a second hobby to enjoy here at home, now that i have concluded it's too dangerous for me in public.

Have a friend in the hospital with lung cancer and COVID. She hopes to be coming home soon, so i'll have meals ready for her, to ease her suffering. I have a rice + bean + veg creation all made up in the freezer ready to go. I bought groceries for a quinoa creation.

Never worked with quinoa before so it'll be an adventure. I'll make a small batch at first to test. I have groceries for a big pot, if it goes well. I have tofu, but i am not a fan as it seems very unnatural, and gave me diarrhea last time.

But i want to have a variety of at least three entrees for my friend. She's doing remarkably well for someone with lung cancer. She's a fighter, like me, so if anyone can lick lung cancer, she can!

Found out benzo deprivation was also a factor in my misbehavior yesterday. I'm on such a small amount, five milligrams of valium, which is like almost a homeopathic amount it's so small, i didn't think it would matter if i went without it for one night, as i had run out.

But i learned my lesson. I turn into a ranting, raving lunatic if i don't have my five milligrams of valium. Who would have thought such a tiny amount of benzos could wreak such havoc in my life, and the lives of those around me?

Tired now. Going to bed.