My neighbor sold me all this luscious upholstered furniture for squat. It's spotless grey faux suede and sooooooooooo comfy. We were able to bring up the chair ourselves. I don't want to do anything, i just want to sit in a stupor of pleasure in this extraordinarily comfortable chair. I even rigged an ottoman from the chaise-lounge-platform that goes with the sofa (which is coming later today).

It's heavenly! I can't get anything done, i just want to sit, and lounge in the chair/ottoman forever. So glad to be getting rid of my worn-out red leather sofa. The color was so shrieking it overpowered the room. The "new" furniture is a nice, subtle, grey faux suede. Can't wait til my sofa/chaise comes!

Sleep is still sshhiitt but have a phone appointment with my doctor at 4:00pm to discuss valerian root, melatonin, or other natural supplements. Will NOT take more pills. Want to take LESS pills, not more. The advantage of being up 21 hours a day is that i get a lot done.

Getting along well with people, and more and more convinced that that episode of bad behavior was due to benzo deprivation. Having many laughs with people, and getting things done. Reacting well in-the-moment. Saying "no" with ease and grace. Really doing well, except for fatigue washing over me unpredictably. There's nothing to do tho. I can't nap. A rest (sensory deprivation period) is helpful tho.

Really loving my friends. They are a swell bunch!

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! I'll attend a building social created by our own resident dynamo graphic designer. It should be marvy!