{{{{{{{{Wendy}}}}}}}}}}}} I am trying.....I made a promise to my T and I have to keep it. It isn't easy. Today I told my husband and my parents the truth........they thought he was "out to get me" and were saying really bad things and my sense of "honor"? wouldn't let that continue. They never thought that "Mary Alice would do such a thing."

Now they know different. Did it help to tell them? No......because like I told my T today - things will be okay for awhile and then they will all brush it to the side and forget about it. As long as I act ok and look ok, I must "be" ok. But at least I told them and my poor T won't get himself shot....lol.

I'm taking it one day at a time, with him on call to talk to me if I feel any impulses or want to act on them. I will always worry about you, because you matter. xoxoxox

Mary Alice