My maintenance guy just about gave me a heart attck! He was knocking on my door at 8:30 this morning!! Dude, im retired!! He got me all freaked out and jiggly, i dont like that feeling. I took a shower and made coffee, then called the apt office, and offered to pay a fine for not being ready today. The mgr says you are not today, you are next week.

Then why is somebody knocking on my door in the middle of the freakin night??? Very glad we got that straightened out. She could not have been nicer. I told her i just dont like people getting me excited! I didnt tell her it makes me want to cry but it does, but my meds dont let me cry, not that i was ever much of a crier to begin with. I learned to hold it in during childhood, as did a lot of us.