yes, i do have pc ..... thankyou all so much, again you have helped calm me a little before therapy later on ..... i owe you all so much. I know i have to go thru this, just like many others who need to heal. Sometimes I just feel so guilty for my family, tho they are so understanding most of the time. Obviously if i am really bad i will take myself out, or they will go out. we are lucky we have a councellor for them to talk to also .... for when they are struggling.

Thankyou so much. Words cant say how you help me so often.

Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo