Dear sister,
Thank you for beating me up regularly, almost every day. Thanks to you, psychologically, I grew up feeling inadequate, weak and unworthy for losing fights to my little sister. My self esteem was so low that I was feeling terrified all the time and was always scared of getting beaten up. Physically, you broke my tooth a couple of times and my finger once. You kicked me in my privates so many times that I lost count and your kicks sent me to hospital twice. Even when you didn’t kick me there, you made sure to give me fake kicks to scare me, and then went for my face. You were so proud of yourself that you bragged about it to your friends. Also, thank you for doing it in public in front of the neighbourhood kids so everyone would see you in action and i would feel so humiliated all the time. The kids (and some adults) loved the neighbourhood freak show. Do you still smile when you think about them? They also didn’t dare to mess with you. Do you remember how they treated me thanks to you? Thanks to you. I developed many issues including PTSD, anxiety, self-esteem, and some other problems. I am however working through them and I am not defeated.