I have a therapy appointment tomorrow. I’m really hoping I don’t dissociate on the walk there or home. That time of day , the afternoon, seems to be correlated with when I tend to dissociate. And being outside and overstimulated by all the people and cars and noises etc doesn’t help. Nothings worse than dissociating in public while I’m trying to walk home. It’ll suddenly feel like I can’t get home and am drifting out of my surroundings which isn’t safe.
I might paint later. I’m gonna practice violin later. Other than that play my videogame.
I made coffee for that event today, hopefully people enjoyed it.
I visited papi’s previous owner today. She’s got a table and a cabinet she’s giving to me soon. She’s trying to clear out some stuff in her apartment cause she has a lot of stuff. I’m gonna use that table as a dedicated art table for painting and drawing at. Will be nice. She also got Papi and Mustachio each a toy and they like them a lot.
Here’s a pic of Papi with my violin. My violin is normal sized it just looks huge due to the angle of the photo. And here’s a pic of Mustachio as well
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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