Hey folks!
I know it has been some time. I'm not even sure where to post anymore or what I can even say, for today brings me here for my, i guess, seasonal issue with, it's not a self harm or intentional SH thing, but it does leave a mark/can hurt. I can't remember the "correct" term they always correct me with on here. So yeah, can't really get help or support from it here, but i knew of another who had mentioned something similar and i guess i am just missing people, and missing when we used to talk on Neurotalk as well. It was less busy/less stressful there, in a way, but seems like this site might be slowing down too?

Anyway, so i am a little frustrated today, so i popped in. I also am feeling stressed about my, maybe adhd causing, habit of texting my mom (or people) with things and thoughts that happen in my day. I worry i overwhelm my Mom, for unlike online friends, she would have a harder time getting away from me...and i NEED her! I NEED someone/s! It's just little things, that many people might talk/text about at times, but i do it daily. I'm married, but he works and we are actually pretty different. He will tell me i annoy him and to go talk to someone else, so yeah. So i have that. And it's so lonely, i guess! So yeah, hello! I'm lonely or something. But i also keep very busy.
And my fingers hurt today (that habit and also my erythromelalgia compounds it all), so i can't do a whole lot of cleaning or even my fun things like typing or embroidery today. Shrugs

But i will have my coffee now! Haha! Yum!