Well, I'm at a crossroads right now. Lately, I have been more interested in women. I'm having a date with a woman this week and I'm nervous about it. I guess that happens with first dates.

I don't know if I am able to relate more with a woman than a man, or if its just physical attraction or both. It just seems easier and more fun ( sorry guys). I never considered myself a lesbian until now. I guess I'll have to find out for myself. . It's just hard, but that's what I've been thinking about lately.