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Old Feb 20, 2025, 05:47 PM
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Originally Posted by Crazy Hitch View Post
I’m sorry it’s so difficult right now. I have no pearls of wisdom. What would happen if you were honest with your T?

I don't know. I think it depends on how the conversation goes and my state while I'm in the office. Like a lot of times I start with the smaller stuff and they ask so many questions that if I answer I "get to" avoid the bigger stuff and it'll just be "call if you need to." Right now if I just outright answered "how's it been?" with "I barely remember anything from the past week, but I have enough cuts, bruises, and residue on my nightstand that I know it hasn't been good" and tell her the serious shyt I do remember, and tell her some of the thoughts, feelings, and urges and such, I am fairly certain they won't let me go home.
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