This is me! I mean, i use other sites than Facebook, but this is exactly the issue. Not really actual friends. It's all an illusion. And then people follow me and i dont always want to follow them back or continue to follow them, but i have that guilt. Also, I've never had anything go "viral" and so many of my "friends" do. And then following celebs is a mixed thing because on one hand, they can be interesting and share news, but on the other hand, they get all the attention and I am again reminded of how i mean nothing, to them or anyone.

So yeah. I dunno. And someone in one of these threads mentioned gow it is bad when you are in a mood. I was in one yesterday and probably said some stupid stuff. I can't just step back. I always have to like make it obvious I'm going through something.

I guess i am looking through these threads because i am addicted to people and attention. God! I hate the connotation of "attention seeking behavior" as negative, because doesn't everyone want attention at times? Yes, i may be addicted to it, but that doesn't mean i am not suffering as much or more than those who have to listen to me! Maybe i should make my own thread on this subject. But i think I've spent enough time here already tonight.