Thanks Lost and LT.

Yes, I did talk to her about it. She confirmed she would never rub anything in my face and that she cared very deeply about my infertility grief. I heard her get very emotional. It might sound mean, but I like it when she gets emotional because it’s evidence of her true feelings. Anyways… She said she didn’t remember the email, but she must have only said those things because I asked. Which is true. She said she would never do that this time knowing how painful things are. I told her I believe her and she asked me how. I told her that she’s never rubbed my face into anything before and that I know her to be honest. And that’s true too.

The email still hurts. Her describing her current pregnancy as “excited” hurts. But I don’t think she is trying to hurt me anymore.