I feel very inadequate. Oftentimes, I feel my emotions too intensely and I can't help but let this show. The emotions I struggle with are sadness and loneliness. I feel like I'm way too emotional, to the extent that it must be exhausting for people to deal with me. I have learned at great personal expense in my life that very few people want to support me in my difficulty, but almost everyone wants to be supported. I have to be someone others can rely on, because the moment I ask to rely on others, almost all of them simply disappear. I feel neglected and lonely. And I don't know how to fix that.