(((((((((((((((((((((((((( everyone! )))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Thanks for the kind words.

I e-mailed him last night and apologized for my phone message, and asked for a reply. He hasn't replied.

He tells me CONSTANTLY that it's okay to be angry at him, so even though I feel like I'm being punished for being "bad", I'm trying to believe that's not the case.

I know he's probably busy getting caught up from his extended break. But before the break, he was so "there" for me. I feel abandoned, and like maybe the rules have changed and I wasn't informed.

I really hope he e-mails me back. If he doesn't I'm canceling my Friday appointment - and maybe every appointment after that. I want to heal, not be hurt more.

Blah.