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Feb 23, 2025, 03:14 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,612
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Hey there everybody! @Blueberrybook - I am doing pretty well, better than I have been in the past two months. A lot of it has to do with me getting up early and getting out for the day. My parents went to Florida, so I didn't get over there today, but I went to a meeting after church and did some grocery shopping and now some laundry, and I am feeling a whole lot better.
This past month has been really, really tough guys. I have been drowning in depression and having a hard time getting out of it. All my meds are meant to suppress mania, but all that is doing is pushing me deeper into depression. Bipolar is SO hard, it's a curse, it's like you're in trouble when you feel good, because it's dangerous to feel TOO good, so they give you all these meds to push all your feelings down till you sink in depression? How is that helpful?
Well, I am finally coming out of it now and feeling better, still really sad about my ex-boyfriend, but we have some communication going that's keeping me going even though it's not exactly what I want. Better than nothing.
Got a little dressed up today, and feeling good, so I'll drop a selfie. Hope everyone has had a good weekend!
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