@Blueberrybook probably triggered from stress. I have a pre-inspection tomorrow of my apartment then a code enforcement inspection on Thursday AND an appointment with social security on Thursday as well. So just probably stressed and a little overstimulated because I’ve been so active the past day or so physically with cleaning and whatnot. In general next week is gonna be a long stressful week. I just need to lay down and relax some. I’m currently laying down next to one of my cats with one of those Celtic songs playing. I just get ahead of myself mentally sometimes and get overwhelmed easily. I might paint again later if I feel up to it but right now laying down feels good cause it’s not making my brain go a million miles an hour like pacing around obsessively cleaning does