Most of the time, we are
blinded by our pessimism and the painful things that has happened in our lives. And that kind of thinking builds up each time, and it wins over us. Sadly, it's reality. ;[
But I think you're a great person, Vince. We get these thoughts too, that we just fk up things no matter what. You know, a lot of people look forward to your posts here in on PC, like me. I guess it's time for you to give yourself a hug.
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