Wouldn't you know it, as soon as i get new glasses, i lose them. They were a really nice pair too, square while my face is round and the contrasting shapes really emphasize each other. They were indestructible black plastic frames too. But i called the pub and they're not there, and i called the cab company, and the driver says they are not in the cab. I don't know where they could be. Possibly just misplaced somewhere in my home, and they'll turn up. I have these POS back up ones, which drive me mad. It seems that if i get ****** stuff i have it forever, but if i get stuff i really like, i lose it immediately.

Went out for dinner to the pub i discovered last night and had my nice "Boxty" eggs and veg dish again. The salad was better this time, i ate it all. I chatted with a woman next to me at first, but then she left and the place was pretty deserted, being a Sunday night and all. Feeling lonesome again. It's a bit depressing to go to a pub alone. Well at least i had company this afternoon. Do not know why i am such an attention ***** all of a sudden. It's really not like me. Usually i treasure my privacy.

But now i'm just wanting to socialize for most of the day. Wrote some inappropriate texts to my youngster friend and he hasn't responded, but he knows of my neurodivergence and is pretty open-minded, so i don't think there's any permanent damage done. He might just have been trying to nap or something, or is just not responding in hopes that he discourages me from persisting, which is pretty likely, he is one busy young man.

Getting unfocussed vision frequently lately. Don't know if it's the sleep deprivation, but it's annoying. This laptop is annoying too, better get off of it for the night. Off to bed, as falling asleep at the keyboard. This is a good sign as it's only 10:30pm. Hope to got to bed early for the rest of my life. No ffuucckkiinngg disco for six hours until early morning, like those dark years i was with my X. It's a provilege to got to bed early, and not be harrassed.

Too tired to proofread and edit my post, so pleas excuse any typos, misspellings, wrong words, or gramatical errors.