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Overexercising but at least I'm eating enough to maintain my weight.
I really wish I could be done with ED type thoughts. Don't eat that, you'll get fat; no, I exercise a lot, I need the calories, but it's a COOKIE, that is a BAD, BAD food! But I eat healthy most of the time, want to get fat? Nearly all the women in your family are fat...! But I take more after my dad's side of the family, the women on that side are not overweight, but your mom is, your middle sister is, bad genetics...and didn't you eat birthday cake with H last week?! The scale is not moving, maybe it's broken, no it's not, the scale at the pdoc's says the same, F*KKing scale! My current weight is healthy, I don't need to lose...! OMG, just make it STOP already!
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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