I didn't kill myself yesterday, so that's cool. I didn't get a move-in date because the housing authority is a fustercluck, but my CM said she talked to the landlord and I don't really know. I'm confused on everything because we're told one thing then the opposite. I got an email saying they needed my criminal record, and then I called and they said my file is complete, and then they said they closed my case but not really(?) then reopened it because I was in the hospital (why they did that, I don't know. I was in the hospital. Most people that go to the hospital come out and need to live somewhere after???)

I don't know. I feel uncomfortably elevated right now. Not super high, but just uncomfortable with it. My mouth kept flapping and I told my mom some interesting things about a previous sexual partner she absolutely did not need to know

Actually this might be a trigger bc food so I'll put a box


I have therapy later today and I hope it calms down!

Oh, yesterday, was super angry, decided to lay off the drugs because last time I smoked weed I hallucinated pretty intensely and I really don't want to try getting into this new place hooked on anything else so was sober yesterday! It was really warm, like 40F, so I spent over 4 hours chopping the 3-6" layer of ice on our driveway. I thought for sure I'd be sore af today (especially considering my "break" was a spoon of peanut butter and playing violin for an hour), but no, not at all.

Okay, I'm gonna start getting ready for the day.