I'm doing good today. I got back to sleep until 5. My moods and anxiety are fine. I don't have any plans today. I have a bad craving for eggs and it is the wrong time. I got a Dunkins wake up wrap for breakfast which was affordable.

Tommorow I get my contacts and my eyes dilated and the cataracts looked at. I feel ok right now about it.

I wish I knew why sometimes I need all 3 valium before 7AM and other times I'm good until noon without one. I've been trying forever to get on a schedule. I have a med box that my mom fills each week. She said try to take a valium at 7AM noon and like 8PM or something. Probably around 4 because of my sleep schedule.

My mom and I were talking about the Pope which then got us talking about my dad who died in 2014 and I said that I have no recollection of the burial service at the cemetary. I was so checked out I just can't remember it. All I remember is my brother in laws folks saying bye to me and my brother.