No. Second or third consecutive dose of every AP I've tried in the past 3 years mean wiggling and twitching in bed screaming for someone to hit me in the head hard. With Zyprexa/seroquel/clozaril first dose means bulimic relapse anyways.

I didn't take any meds since Tuesday morning (and yes, I let my pdoc know, and my case manager told my pdoc I didn't show up for meds), and I bumped my head last night and didn't even pray for a missile to be aimed at my bedroom window. Since December walking into a slipper in the dark would have me crying, self-harming, and writing "sorry for living" letters for the next 3-6 hours. Other than new stuff (that obviously isn't it because this has been an issue longer than that) I was on a few vitamins and pantoprazole so I don't know if there was an interaction or what or if I had too high a dose of the vitamins, or maybe it was something I was eating regularly (I haven't eaten in about 40 hours at this point. I know.) that cleared my system?