i was seeing bugs and things recently when i wasnt manic or depressed. i felt fine. like felt normal except that I would see ants run all over my desk and see silver confetti falling from the sky. a few dasy after starting a higher dose of risperdal it all went away. weird huh? my mood never changed
i HAVE had times where i forget whast happened because i was so psychotic. i dont remember any of my 15 ect treatments either. thats scary not remembeirng weeks. i do remember lastt ime IP in 2020 i kept telling the nurses how i could fly and hear colors. i was gloriosuly manic and psychotic. i was cycling between mania and depressiona nd slept 2 hours a night.