I listen to music alot, but the moment I'm not giving all of my attention to the people in the house then I'm the bad guy.

I read my bible and I'm trying to have more faith that everything will get better. If i say i want to go to church then i get accused of having a relationship , i tried that once that never worked.

I have a 8 to 5 job, where i can just focus on work, but my partner doesn't want me to work either and so we have a constant fight about that as well. Don't get me wrong we have good days, it is just when the fights gets so bad or my partner makes me feel like I'm doing everything wrong and not the other way around