Instead of posting as Defective, i will post under my original name again. A lot of crazy things happened, i couldnt afford the internet for a couple years, then my dad had a stroke(is better now) and then the girlfriend broke up with me. But im more steady now. Lots of positive things too, i quit smoking marijuana, cigs and drinking soda. I have therapy and group on a regular weekly basis. So just figured id fill in the couple people who can remember me.