I have birthday next month and this is causing me stress cause
Possible trigger:
since I turned thirty without graduating i have been struggling with unemployment, meds,
, pandemic and
and it has been a nightmare to be unable to regain control when younger to the point i ended up in this very bad situation at almost 40
I cry a lot because I have been fighting to fix my disfuncional behaviors but the economic situation went ***** when I was under others' advice (psychotherapist, psichiatrics and my older sister). Of course it is not their fault but I spent all my savings and wasted all. I close my eyes and wish I did better when younger but didnt
The world also took unexpected ways and I honestly feel it went down in 2019 despite i wish the best to the living ones