Thread: I Feel Suicidal
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Old Mar 02, 2025, 08:52 AM
cutman2000 cutman2000 is offline
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Originally Posted by RDMercer View Post
“I know the method of taking care of yourself works on many levels, just have to find that initial push to get going. But currently I do feel very low again.

I have no friends, no real family(sisters and a brother, I don't really talk to any other family). I do have one older friend back home that I call sometimes. Some may suspect that my wife is gone but I won't confirm it. I feel ashamed.”

I can relate to a lot of this.

The low periods come and go. I’ve noticed that over time they got less intense, shorter, and further apart. I also noticed I had times of genuine happiness in between.

I can relate to the shame comment too. I dodged family and avoided old friends for a year.

RDMercer
How long were you married RD? Is there anyone today that you have not decided to tell, yet? Or do you now tell everyone that ask about your marriage?