I've been mia bc I've been so busy. My most kind caregiver fell at the door carrying up soda. She was pissed and said I'm sorry but I have to go down to 2 days a week. She said she'll stay with me until I found someone else for the other days. She has had 2 mini strokes and from the very beginning didn't like the stairs. She hurt her neck and it's still sore.

I found a new caregiver but she's colder and not like my other caregiver.

My son shaved his eyebrows. I couldn't stop laughing with my friend tonight, it made me lmao. But I didn't laugh when he told me. He said he was really paranoid from drinking too much caffeine and they itched so bad he just couldn't stand it anymore. I told him it's probably from not showing like he should and he agreed.

So I got a therapist that I think I'm just going to work with. Cbt has completely changed since I did it 20 yrs and the new kind completely confuses me. So I'm just going to ask her what she uses for anxiety.

I think I'm going to move to a bottom floor apt. Just a 1 bedroom. My son agrees to that decision and will just use this black mat we have to sleep on. If we're arguing one of us can go in my room and watch TV or something..I can put his bed etc in storage.

I finally got the seated walker. But I can't use it bc I need back support and it just has a bar. I'm waiting to hear from a company that might be able to help.

So I'm just finally getting control of my life.

I hope you all are moving and grooving along. 😁