Contacts aren't going to work out. I was in really bad pain when I had them on and my mom was so dismissive and just like "they are supposed to hurt while you get used to them." I went to the eye doctor and she said my contacts have multiple tears in them and pain isn't normal. She put some drops on my eyes and checked and said I'm lucky there weren't any tears or scars.

She said I could go through another training, but I told her not at this time. Maybe down the road. She still wants to dilate my eyes but because she put 3 drops of yellow dye and my eyes were already so irritated, I have to come back yet again next week.