I went though some comments but it's pages and I feel like I'm heading into a mixed episode. I'm just so sleep deprived. So I'm going to have my old caregiver once a week and a different one twice a week. When I used to go mixed I would cry, get angry, feel remorse for being mean, just all over the map. Now when I'm heading there it's mainly anger and irritation. I have to get more sleep bottom line. Today I felt like I could just sleep and sleep and sleep. I think having caregivers come just 3 times a week is best for now. I'm so worm out.