@Blue_Bird Forgive me if this is being too intrusive but wouldn't working just give them more ammunition than you can make it without disability? They continue to pay you through the appeals right? So should they see that you got a job as soon as it was suggested you might be able to work (when you know that working is hard for you and needs to be done with SSI back-up/Ticket to Work)? I'm not saying you can't work, I'm just saying is this the best time to try? Am I even making sense?