Thanks Lost and LT.

We might be able to do a game. We’ve been doing connecting things/ questions everyday this week (e.g. Sharing a song, taking pictures of meaningful objects, describe something you find beautiful, etc.). We hold hands every session. And then we process whatever emotions are there. But a game would be nice, too.

I’ve also been quickly working on a baby blanket. After getting to touch her belly, I really felt the need to make one. It’s really simple, but still cute. It’s a bright pink, light pink, and orange. The border will be white. All I have left is the border. I hope to finish today so I can give it to her tomorrow. Just hoping the baby doesn’t come early.

I’m just so full of grief. It’s not even about missing sessions or phone calls, though there is a lot of grief about that. It’s about less communication. It’s about less time.

As for the appeal, it’s sent in. L and I requested an expedited decision which should take up to 7 days. But H told me that I can still see T even if we have to pay out of pocket. It just might not be weekly.