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Mar 06, 2025, 05:40 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,614
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Hey @Blue_Bird that's such wonderful news! I am glad that crisis was averted. @Nammu I hope you are back to sleeping well again, (I wanted to let you know I've been kicked off of Thread Wars, someone there has me on their ignore list so I can't participate anymore, really bummed about it, that's why you haven't seen me there). But other than that, I have been trying to hold my head high. @Blueberrybook - thanks for complimenting my picture! I am really excited for Lent; this is the first time I have ever been active in a church so there are a lot of firsts for me!
I have good days, and I have bad days. Today was a really bad day because my ex-boyfriend is backtracking again. We had a really good rapport going and I thought I was making progress, then he completely shut me down. I am thinking it is too painful to hang on anymore. I am feeling so lost and alone, but I really have to start being more grateful and counting my blessings more. I just wish that manic episode didn't happen last year, it has completely disrupted my life, and I lost so much. I hate my illness I really do, with a passion.
Good news is I am not sleeping till 3pm anymore and I made my bed today, woohoo! Always proud of myself when I do. I also treated myself to Zaxby's twice today, they brought back shrimp on their menu, so I had a good lunch.
Hope everyone else is having a great week so far, the weekend is almost here again!
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