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Old Jun 24, 2008, 04:13 PM
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I hate my job.

Ok, well, I don't hate the people or environment but, I hate my ACTUAL job. What I do, crunch numbers, babysit. Basically I am the master organizer, decipherer, and the one everyone comes to when things get F**KED up.

I hate what I do. I don't make anything, don't build anything, and in my heart at the end of the day I have done NOTHING to improve the quality of life for someone else. I'm in the process of studying to take the FTCE exam so that I can go back to our community college and go through a program to become a certified school teacher. But, I have to take such a HUGE paycut to do that.

But the paycut is worth it. I HATE what I do. I don't know any other way to explain it.

Does anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with it while I struggle to get out? I am SO FRUSTRATED! I have to literally force myself to be here and do this crap everyday. Its about to drive me nuts!!!!
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