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Old Mar 07, 2025, 09:08 PM
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I've got a whole bunch of emotions and thoughts going through my brain. The main things are connected to the fact that I have to move in May (not sure where to yet) and a conversation I had with my boss yesterday. I currently teach two different subjects to one grade level. He told me that, in order to stay at the school, I need to teach one subject to two grade levels. I have zero desire to do this. And, I feel like he's taking advantage of me by assuming I'd sign my contract the same day he told me this instead of giving me time to think about if this is something I'd like to do. It's also frustrating because, based on how he explained it, it sounds like one teacher wants to change what she teaches so her ask was accepted at the cost of me having to change subjects no questions asked. I didn't sign my contract but, unless a miracle happens, I'm going to have to next week. In general, I'm not super happy at my current school anymore, but I'm not in a position to not sign a contract and hope I find a new job, especially since I need a job that provides health insurance. I have a meeting with my boss when I return to work on Tuesday (it's a three day weekend for me) to talk about this more.

Despite all of this stress, and having so much to do this weekend, my mood is staying okay. I had some passive SI the other day, but that is mostly gone already. Not really sure what triggered that, but the extra stress didn't make them worse so that's good.
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