Last night was not one of a lot of sleep. I got back on a stimulant yesterday (extended release dexmethylphenidate which hardcore feels like Xanax but all day and instead of sedation and disinhibition there is just inhibition and I felt really boring like I was a grease fire and someone took me off the burner and covered the pan) and had two cups of coffee with dinner and of course new place to adjust to.

I don’t know what I’m doing for meds today. Just kinda waiting for a call.