(((((StarPonysMama))))) I'm so sorry that your job leaves you feeling empty at the end of the day. I'm glad that you're in a position to find a job that will be more rewarding for you. In the meantime take comfort from the fact that you're making things better for yourself and your family.

I've always taken the highest paying job (which usually means the crappiest in my experience) that I can find. I was paid well for the time away from my family.