I hate how right now all day I’m thinking “wow, this ADHD med is working great!” and now I’m obsessing that I’m “too good” which is incredibly irrational considering I haven’t actually had any manic thoughts/actions, just have been able to say what I need to say and do what I need to do. But that’s “too good” for me.

I don’t really have or at least stay at a euthymic level too much, so every time I’m not clearly depressed I must be at least hypomanic, right? And if I’m hypomanic today I must be in full blown mania in a few days, right? (I know that’s not quite how it works, but that’s the fear.)

I think I just need a nap right now haha.

Edit: I can remind myself that if I were ACTUALLY getting manic I wouldn’t be stressing too much haha.