Good evening. I’m feeling better. No longer dissociating or panicking. I played my videogame for awhile. It’s called Life is Strange 2. It’s in a series of let me think….5 games if you include the prequel. Really really good storytelling games. I love them so much. Anyway, that helped ground me. And relaxed me. Yay for videogames!

Tomorrow I have to go to Walgreens to deposit some money onto my debit card. Other than that not much going on. Just cleaning and practicing violin. I was gonna practice violin today but never got around to it as I was dissociating most of the afternoon. But I definitely plan on it tomorrow.

I took my night meds. Washed the dishes and the kitchen is clean for tomorrow. I just hate waking up to dishes so I try to always make sure there’s none left before bed.