So tomorrow I have therapy again. I spent the day unpacking. I don't see my PCP until June. I have to cancel my dermatologist and mammogram. I don't have transportation yet. We still have a balance so everything is not worked out yet I'm getting really impatient. It's the 10th tomorrow. So we are going to get a notice of non-payment. Which will be great for my depression. I got the scholarships over two weeks ago and I've done nothing. I'm going to get kicked out but I don't know if I care. This sucks. I need education to work but I have no motivation. I probably should tell t I got the scholarships. I'm basically just keeping h company while he does things.